✦ A soul from somewhere in the world · 1 week ago

“Since forever i have struggled in many aspects of school and now having left it prematurely i feel sadder and lonelier than ever. I used to be a great artist but i just lost motivation . and now i fear not only for education but also my future. i now do chess but my playing is just so up and down, i thought the game would provide me a safe place but i feel so pressured to do well by myself and i just play ever worse. i have trained extensively my visualisations skills as a substitute for going to school but nothing is sticking and i just cant find the motivation to practice chess anymore when my dreams of being able to play blindfold chess and being a grandmaster are simply crushed i feel i am without worth when i have no skills in these areas, all i ask is for guidance or help just somewhere on the way to learning blindfolded chess , for when i try or practice nothing works , i've tried for i think 5 or 6 months and i cant even see almost any progress, i dont know what to do with my life anymore, just if you see this, god i beg of your assistance”

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